M issue.

I feeling very stress over financial issue. I have been thinking about it ever since i decided to quit. It wasn’t that bad when I decided. (I thought it’s my own financial only) It just get worst as time goes, especially after my korea trip. This indeed very bad because its no longer my own, it’s the family’s financial. I hope my business get better so I won’t have this worries too. Both of my parent are no longer young, and I think, both my brother and me should be the one earning money while they stayed at home. You know, 享福.

I have no fixed income, in fact, no income at all, since I do not have any FT job on hand. Basically, I’m now feeding myself with saving, and trying not to overspend in any area at the moment, at least for 2011. To many people, it seems to be great to have your own company, but this is not a profit you will see right now. Both of us are not getting any money at the moment. The way I’m looking at it, I think it takes another few more months to get it stable. And, I believed that, the earliest, we can have salary will probably in 2012. I think this is important that the company have fund to run. Hence, in another words, I won’t have any income till next year.

But, how am I going to pay for the house? the electricity bills? I really have no ideas, and I’m stressing myself everyday, every single day on this. I do not know how much does it cost, to pay for the house, the electricity bills and all sort of fees for a HDB flat. And, with my own phone bills, internet bills and Insurance, I believe the entire payment will probably hit 1K. Seriously, how am I going to pay for it?

I really feeling very stress about this…………. really stress. very stress. very stress. very stress. very very very stress πŸ™





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  • hihi dear~
    hope you don’t mind me reading your blog. πŸ™‚
    actually i envy and admire your courage to resign and pursue something of your interest (running a biz).
    it’s honestly not easy and it takes ALOT to set your heart to do it.

    actually, ive been wondering my purpose in life these few days,
    do i want a stable job which i have no interest in?
    or go for something of my liking but may be insufficient to fund my spendings?

    i’m still thinking and i dare not make a rash decision. afterall, it is a decision that affects not only me, but my family as well. i’m still thinking, and i hope i can find myself out of this predicament soon.

    i’m not sure when i will come to a decision, but once decided, i want it to be a decision that i will stand by for a long time to come.

    so, while i’m still thinking, i hope you will persevere and be brave!
    it’s hard to chuck all the negative thoughts aside, i know (cos i’m a worry freak as well -___-).
    (i think all geminis worry too mch for our ow good, huh?)

    but remember, all of us, your friends and family, will be behind you all the way. πŸ™‚
    jiayou, gambatte, hwaiting!


    • hihi emily πŸ˜‰

      no worries, it’s meant for all people to read πŸ™‚ glad that there’s people reading it and sharing it with me too πŸ˜›

      Despite, i might be facing some problem (problems i had with myself though lol) right now, i never regret that i resign and pursue something. I think, if I didn’t do it at that point of time…. I will never able to do it in at a later age when I feel I had even more commitment. I glad that, i decided and move on because after being in a comfort zone for too long, it will be totally difficult to leave… My ex-colleagues had all these problem, they are not happy, but its been a 5-6years working place for them, comfort zone already, it is even harder for them to consider to leave, or even finding a new one. Hence, I’m glad I made that choices earlier πŸ˜‰

      It’s true, but I think that, you may wish to think it again and possible consult your family as well. Sometimes, problem can be solved easily then we just think and worries… (telling you this, make me think more too, because I really worried thousands of stuff hee)

      I saw your fb status regards to the ‘purpose in life’. At least, we realize it right now, better than later. Sometimes, I also wondering, but thinking about it, we live only once, and probably we already spent 1/3 of our life doing things that we are ‘forced’ to because of the ‘what we suppose to do’. I hope my last 1/3 of my life will be enjoying and remember what I love to do, sharing with friends and family the achievement I had…. Hence my 2th 1/3 of my life, I had to start doing and achieving it right now πŸ™‚ Well, i do agreed that it is not easy. But I think it’s always the case. Nothing seems to please – Either a great paid job but you are just not happy… OR a great happy job that doesn’t pay well. Many people just work for survival, hence, they probably complained about their works/job/boss most of the time.

      Thinking about it during my first paid job, I only get $1400 before CPF, which probably only $1K cash every month, I still can survive with movies, gathering, shopping etc. I think, we can adapt easily, earn little, spend little πŸ˜‰ This is how we actually survived. hehe. The more you earn, the higher the expenses πŸ™‚

      If you thought of setting up a business, I think maybe just tried it out first (hold on to your job at the same time). You might be having lesser sleep, but at least you give it a try to see if it work πŸ™‚ Or, probably get a part time job while trying to handle the business full-time. I think, we are only young once, if we did not try… We probably regret when we are 39. And asking ourselves, 10years before, why we are not at least impulsive and get it done… But, as there’s alot of different cases, like family issue as well. Hence, this decision that might affect the family, we really have to consult them.

      I hope you will make a decision that make you happier. I think, life is shorter, we should live it happier. (I tell myself that every day – I want to be a happier person!) I believe you can do it.

      Are you geminis too? hee, I really think alot, I have a friend, also a gemini, think alot just like me. HAHA! I think thousand of things that is not happening, and worried it will happen anytime soon. Many of my friends are me to take it easy, and live happier. I’m trying to achieve that πŸ™‚ Happy is the pill to everything! πŸ™‚

      Yeah! Thank you so much. I hope you will also too. 2011 is coming to an end. Think about it and set it your 2012 resolution! πŸ™‚ You too, Jiayou! You can do it too! Be happy! πŸ™‚

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