I feeling very stress over financial issue. I have been thinking about it ever since i decided to quit. It wasn’t that bad when I decided. (I thought it’s my own financial only) It just get worst as time goes, especially after my korea trip. This indeed very bad because its no longer my own, it’s the family’s financial. I hope my business get better so I won’t have this worries too. Both of my parent are no longer young, and I think, both my brother and me should be the one earning money while they stayed at home. You know, 享福.
I have no fixed income, in fact, no income at all, since I do not have any FT job on hand. Basically, I’m now feeding myself with saving, and trying not to overspend in any area at the moment, at least for 2011. To many people, it seems to be great to have your own company, but this is not a profit you will see right now. Both of us are not getting any money at the moment. The way I’m looking at it, I think it takes another few more months to get it stable. And, I believed that, the earliest, we can have salary will probably in 2012. I think this is important that the company have fund to run. Hence, in another words, I won’t have any income till next year.
But, how am I going to pay for the house? the electricity bills? I really have no ideas, and I’m stressing myself everyday, every single day on this. I do not know how much does it cost, to pay for the house, the electricity bills and all sort of fees for a HDB flat. And, with my own phone bills, internet bills and Insurance, I believe the entire payment will probably hit 1K. Seriously, how am I going to pay for it?
I really feeling very stress about this…………. really stress. very stress. very stress. very stress. very very very stress :(